What happened to my sanity?

Life! It comes and goes as it may, but I swear i'm living in the same day over and over again.

Time passes infinitely slow. I can't remember who I am anymore.
The days just seem to connect from one to the next!
stack the cards and play the decks

Is this how it's supposed to be? When will I find my sanity?

I swear one morning I woke up and was deemed unworthy! No more boys, no more happiness, no more friends
but that's just how the story mends
no more support, just the struggle to know what was real.
tell you all how i really feel 

What once started out as a classroom thing... has now turned into this mindless game, an experiment to say the same.

Daily postings are no more, but still my heart she loves to pour- here @ some space to think, surely you stumbled across my link.